No one lives forever...
Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Ballin'

Well... What goes around, comes around...

Somehow or rather, those that do bad or go against me will have disasters befall on them. I am not cursing them or doing any voodoo magic. It's just that the forces that they have exerted in their "punch" on me doesn't go missing into thin air. It revolves around and hits them back, forcing them down. That's purely Physics. Newton's third law: "Every action has an equal and opposite reaction." People of intellect nowadays should be able to understand that. Simple right? I see those people get into troubles just like that ("snap"), be it at work or their private life (laughing over their self-despair). I just wait and see, it happens. I am not evil but sometimes you will just get so agitated that you want them to be dead. Well, you know those kind of feelings and etc...

There are no bad Organisations, only bad people in it. Those moronic people implement the Do's & Don't's. They are forcing the good, hardworking & able people out of there. It's a sad thing as those of the higher managements don't know what is happening down in the middle and lower levels. The only solution is to get rid of these morons but times are bad now. They went for upgrading courses but they don't preach what they have learnt. They just bitch & bark at the people that they can suppress after getting their upgrades/promotions. Their mental models are bad & weak. They are not reflective, only reflexive to their current situations. Zero foresight. Shit.

Hey. A message to all those out there who wants to or are trying to pin me down (be it ranks or seniority): "Come on, give it your best shot. Throw me all you've got. I can take all kinds of unreasonable input. Best is to make sure I get registered on the Death Certificate, or else as long as I am breathing, I will come get back at you again... Whatever doesn't kills me just makes me stronger."

For those that knows me long enough will know that I am a forgiving, neutral person. You don't cross my line, I don't either. You treat me good, I treat you better. You treat me bad, I will make sure you get buried under.

So much for all that. I am not saying all are fucked. (remember this is a place for me to vent my vexes) Of course among all, there are those good ones just waiting for their contracts to due and leave the Organisations or some smarter ones that are just using their time now as a stepping stone to go out there and make it big for themselves. I am sorry for those good ones staying till their retirement as they are always being push around by the morons, but no worries as Newton's third law still applies...

all gone, just like that... 3:45 AM

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Stainless Steel

It's set. I had 6 of them removed all at once, including 2 named wisdom. I was given General Anaesthesia (GA) and I came to conscious as a blood-drooling-6-tooth-less man. It's a blessing that I was asleep, I can't imagine what were they doing with all that instruments in my mouth. They handed me the 6 in a zip-loc bag, its bloody and some still with bits of flesh on it. Its an unpleasant sight...

As I might be always flying around due to my work commitment, I asked for the fastest procedure to be completed while I am at present. If nothing goes wrong, I should be leaving for the States next year. But I doubt that I can complete the procedure by then, as my teeth are really in a mess. I can see and feel them moving slowly like an ice berg now, but they got to move faster than that. "Buck up, you lazy bones!"

Pain is not the worst part of it... The change of your eating habit is the killer. Now I can only take soft food, especially those that need not much of a chewing to be swallowed, like porridge. I guess this is the most number of porridge that I have taken as meal in this period of my life. Days when I am not working is not that bad, as I can choose to go buy whatever that I can eat. Working in the morning shift, I will skip lunch because I can't eat whatever SFI had sent to me. Working in the swing shift, I will skip dinner because I still can't eat whatever SFI had sent to me, but if I am lucky I will have those night snacks like sponge cakes or bread as dinner. Only after I get out of the airbase then I can have back my proper meal, which is... porridge... Duh... Once I tried eating noodles, its kind of difficult as I got to swallow the whole length without chewing. Damn...

I am not bitching about it because I chose to do it. I am doing OK, still kicking alive. It will all be worth it when the end results are achieved...

all gone, just like that... 1:02 AM

ABOUT ME

Kent ZZ
25th June 1982
Woodlands, Singapore

Cancer
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[√] Australia
. Rockhampton, Queensland
[√] Canada
. Edmonton, Alberta
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[√] India
. Kalaikunda Air Force Station, West Bengal, Kolkata
[√] Japan
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. Taipei
[√] Thailand
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. Fairbanks North Star Borough, Alaska
. Flagstaff, Arizona
. Grand Canyon, Arizona
. Phoenix, Arizona
. Los Angeles, California
. San Diego, California
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. Panama City, Florida
. Destin, Florida
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. Bossier City, Louisiana
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. Jackpot, Nevada
. Las Vegas, Nevada
. Rachel, Nevada
. Wendover, Nevada
. Salt Lake City, Utah
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