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Here are 428 "Damn You!". Thanks for screwing up my life once again...

Guess what? They have just informed me that I will be going back on the 16 March 2010 again! Isn't it awesome? Just happened that I sold my car! Everything is falling apart for me, here in America and Singapore! I insisted to go back on 5 February but they just tell me its not going to happen. How many times have I liaised my domestic stuffs already? The people that I have informed of my arrival dates to Singapore are already sick of hearing that there is an ANOTHER change to my date AGAIN. My colleagues are making a joke out of it on me daily. Yes, you guys sees me smiling and laughing together with u that is because when I am at work I try my best to be professional, try to focus on the tasks assigned and complete the day. But does anybody knows all the things that are falling apart behind me? Nobody...

21 April 2009

• Joined 428FS. Assisted my flight in AFTO781 and IMDS with my knowledge from the previous USAF platform. Credit goes to those appointment I/Cs. I get ZERO recognition for being appointed as just a Sports I/C.

24 May 2009

• Speeding. Vehicle impounded. Detained 1 hour. Bailed $310.

25 May 2009

• Retrieved vehicle $175.

27 May 2009

• Attorney $500.

o3 June 2009

• Court hearing. Fined $375.50. To complete a National Traffic Safety Institute (NTSI) course. Serve 20 hours of Community Service. 6 months Unsupervised Probation.

?? July 2009

• 3rd Quarterly Weapon Loading Competition. My team is the first to qualify and supposed to participate but somehow got swapped out in the last minute. Opportunity for me to redeem myself was taken away...

?? Sept 2009

• Some young chap got caught for speeding 30 mph above the limit (10 mph more than me) and got away for zero charges.

12 Oct 2009

• Official letter from Head Air Manpower. No MDES.

30 Oct 2009

• Posting date set at 30 Jan 2010. Vehicle sold.

02 Nov 2009

• Extension for 4 personnel till 16 March 2010. (99% approved according to OIC)

29 Nov 2009

• With 3 more months to go. No choice. Bought another vehicle.

?? Dec 2009

• 4th Quarter Weapon Loading Competition. Should be my team to have a shot but somehow lose the opportunity again.

04 Jan 2010

• According to S1, with SMO's confirmation, my posting extension was not submitted in time. Set to go back on 5 February 2010. Out processing paperwork rushing to be done. Shipment boxes to be sent to me A.S.A.P.
  

17 Jan 2010

• Vehicle sold. Planned to go back to celebrate Valentine's Day with my girlfriend, visit her parent & relatives on Chinese New Year and work towards our marriage plans. Arrangements for the sales of my home in Singapore is to be postponed.
  

19 Jan 2010

• Somehow or rather my extension paperwork was overlooked. My posting out date as of now is changed to 16 March 2010 again. Totally devastated.
  

22 Jan 2010

• Annual Weapon Loading Competition. I should have a shot at it. Farewell piss up for the Jan & Feb personnel, plaque was given, but mine was withdrawn from the group. The best that I could do is to just walked away... I have got no sense of belonging here...
  

Now I don't know how should I break the news to my family and girlfriend. Well, I will hope for the worst to happen. Many things can happen in this extension period. Who knows maybe I will die here of accident or something even before I can see my love ones.

It doesn't just takes one setback to knock me off. It's the amount of it that keeps piling on top that breaks me...

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