Will You Notice Me?

After thinking about my life for sometime, I realised that I am invisible...

Those that I thought are my friends, aren't much of a friend anymore. When they go overseas, be it for work or studies, we promised to meet up when they are back, but somehow when they returned, they don't even bother to say "Hi". They can be happily partying without me. They can even make an appointment with me for dinner and forgot about it! And telling me that they are gonna watch a movie instead... After a few incidents, I realised that how much I weigh among their peers. Fuck it! It's just a waste of both parties' time when I am trying so hard. I will drop them off my list anyway...

I guess even if one day I am not in this world anymore, nobody will even realise it. My presence is only noticed if those so call "friends" need help from me. Whenever my MSN or cellphone rings, 90% will be those S.O.S. calls. Until then they will find out that I am dead. I hardly ever hear people asking me for coffee with no intentions or just chill out sessions for fun (none other than Ice). Maybe its just that I was away for some time. Argh, whatever... To the hell with everybody... I don't need no one else no more... I will just be fine walking alone... Peerless...

all gone, just like that... 12:32 PM