Isolate

Just quarrelled with my mum...

It's been a long time since this happened because of me being not around at home for the past few years. Fuck shit... What I am writing now is not because of anger. I am in a clear mind.

I hate staying here. Everything is so good when I am out of this country. No stress, no nothing. Stress is only just some mental illness if you have a weak mind because you can't deal with it. I have so much time when I am outside, I can do so many fruitful things to add colours to my life. Here? It's shit. It's all about money. Even the news are all reporting about prices hike of resources. Nothing is new here. Everything so predictable. Everybody is just asking for more. Sit around doing nothing about it. All they need to do is to just withdraw it from the ATM. My ATM. Why does everybody around me have such a shallow mind? They only can try to solve problems in front of them, soon after solving one, another one will pop up again. Why can't they see farther and get to the root of the problems? Keep talking about the past is of no use now. Try talk about the future. What do they see? Nothing because they don't want to do anything to it. While I am here trying to keep up with their demands, yet they can tell me to wind down my business to give them the money they need for coping with their "tomorrow".

Fine. When I have enough, I will wind down everything and leave this fuck shit place alone...

all gone, just like that... 11:26 PM